Missed it big!

I was cruelly made to realise yesterday that I missed the train. Has been making me very sad. Tried washing it off with roaming around Eindhoven and two straight movies at the threatre. But when I woke up today, still dont feel any better. Dont know how long it will last.

How foolish (for the lack of the right word) of me to have waited dreaming about it, that when I finally decided to do something about it, I get this message that I am actually late, rather very too late. Now its left me with nothing but pain and being dumbstruck. No idea where it's going to take me.

unakkenna mele ninraai O nandhalaalaa
unadhaanai paaduginren naan romba naalaa

thaai madiyil pirandhom, thamizh madiyil valarndhom
nadigarena malarndhom, naadagaththil kalandhom

aadaadha medai illai, podadha vesham illai
sindhaadha kanneer illai, sirippukku panjam illai
kaal kondu aadum pillai, nool kondu aadum bommai

un kaiyil andha noolaa, nee sollu nandhalaalaa

yaaraaro nanban enru yemaandha nenjam onru
poovendru mullai kandu puriyaamal ninren inru
paal pola kallum undu niraththaale rendum onru
naan enna kallaa paalaa, nee sollu nandhalaalaa

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